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watever.

I am trying not to blog but no matter what i have to say something. I guess.
Firstly, i am not trying to bitch/backstab/debate. Saying what i feel only.

Okay. Honestly speaking, he is a good guy.
People dun tend to look at the good things when they suffered a breakup or a letdown. Same thing applies to you. And maybe me too. But since i m not suffering from it, i can tell you.
U miss out his good points.

Yes, i agree. He is rather stingy. Money and Money. I supposed his mind is full of money. But have you ever wondered or ever think abt how he is when he is with us?
Let me tell you,
He is worst. He gives u what he can. Coffee bean. Starbucks. Even if it meants only one cup of coffee.
My birthday was celebrated at kopitiam and one piece of coffee bean cake shared by 3 ppl.
But, so wat? It is ok. As long as they remember my birthday.
Couples spend more money. Okay. I agree.
Saving him money? Eh. I wonder if you are sure? He is trying to give you all the best. Your birthday present. He saves like hell to buy u all these.
Trust me. He is trying.

Studies? I got no comments. Is his fault.

Next, I treated you as a friend. I dunno if you treated me as a friend too?
Dun care who tells me all these. I am just wondering.

Yes. I understand. Which girl can tolerate their own bf being so close to a girl? But, trust him.
And trust me? If u ever considered me as a friend of yours.
I wouldn't snatch my friend's bf. Even if me n him were super close friends. We are not meant to be together.
He loves you only. All he talks and cares about is you. At that time. You are all he thinks abt.
I dunno if you believe. But it is ok. I am just saying it out.

Blogs are a online diary. We blogs things personally.
But, i never blog things openly abt him? Why?
Cause we(including him) tot of your feelings. How would u feel when u know we went out together in a group? I mean group gatherings. Not just the two of us. We used fake identities. We tot of what names to use. Because we care abt ur feelings and also not to hurt the relationship between u and him.
How about you? Did you ever lie to him?

Say yes. I know.
You hide secrets. I wondered if you trusted him?
Of course, he trusted you at the beginning. But i think, he did told you not to lie to him again.
But, u repeated it. Humans have an extend towards things. Mountains will also explode right.
So, he did not trusted you then.

For singles' gathering, I am sorry.
Perhaps we didn't tot of how you would feel when you know we had this singles gathering. He is not very happy while attending this gathering. He blames himself for breaking up with you.

But of coz,
You might say,
FOR WAT? Since it is him who wanted it. He shld be the one happy abt it.
BUT,
think well k. Being tgt for 2.5 years, is this the him that u know? U think that he is those kind that will feels super shiok when he asked for a breakup yet still has feelings abt you?

If you can remember, you asked for a breakup before. And is twice. His heart just breaks into millions of pieces. He fought you back.

But,
still,
u make his heart break and cold.
Dun asked me why? I am not the invisible person between you guys. There are some things that i don't know.

Lastly,
I may say things that are not quite true to you.
But, this is what i know. And i seriously think, it is time for you to reflect both on your shoes and his shoes.



Love is not a comparison.
Not a "Ihateyou" after breakup.
Not a correct and wrong.